I wish I was selfish
I wish I didn’t care about anyone.
I wish I could just say F**K everyone, I’m doing whatever the hell I want to do, and I don’t care what you think.
I wish I could put myself first.
I wish I could turn up at work whatever time I feel like it. Day… night… whenever.
I wish I could have an indefinate lunch break. Come back whenever I’m ready to come back.
I wish I could take off to another country at a moments notice, and stay there for however long I like.
I wish I could sleep all day, play all night.
I wish I could study full time without worrying about paying my bills, or my car loan.
But I can’t. I actually care what people think, and I hate it.
